Exciting News...Stay tuned

Ummm so does three posts almost a week ago make up for the fact that I haven't blogged since??? Oh probably not, lol. One of these day's I'll get less sporadic about blogging I swear=)

I have some exciting news in the works but shhhhh Mum's the word for right now! You'll have to keep checking back to see if I've posted it yet=) I've been working on more CT LO's and working diligently to get the 19 monthly challenges done @ SOTB.

OK, a bit behind the time's but I have a response to yesterday's, Blog Prompt@ Designs in Digital. It's all about dream's. I have to admit I don't often remember my dreams unless they're really far out there, sad, scary, etc lol. But this Question in particular is easy for me to answer: Have you had any dreams you've never forgotten?

For about 2 months after my Mom died every time I closed my eyes all I could see was her laying in her casket. I had several dreams about it, I think this is because I was distressed, well a. for obvious reasons and b. because my Mom NEVER parted her hair yet at the viewing her hair was parted and I kept wanting to fix it but knew I couldn't bear to touch her and feel how cold and lifeless she'd be.

I also had a dream about something that happened at the viewing/wake. We had a closed casket funeral, out of respect for my Mom's side of the family who was catholic, so when it was time to leave I knelt in front of the casket to say my goodbye's but I just couldn't seem to get up. I didn't want to leave her, to say goodbye. I knew it would be the last time I ever saw my Mom (even if she was dead) and I just couldn't bear to leave her alone. I had this overwhelming desire to just lay down on the bench and sleep there until the next morning when they took her to the funeral home so she wouldn't be alone, even though I knew she was no longer there in her body. One of my relatives, I still don't even remember who, had to take me by the elbow and lead me from the funeral home. I had a very vivid dream about this and woke up with tears streaming down my cheeks.

OK, well that's my rambling for the night. I need to go to bed I will post some CT LO's tomorrow and maybe my news, we'll see=)

Ari